she found me :)

She finally found my blog.

Actually shes been asking me quite sumtimes already... "Mana blog abang?". I just keep quite. Open new topic. Or just walk away... hehehe. I just don't feel comfortable to allow my wife to read my blog. Malu siol!

But one nite when I'm reading comments on Kickdefella, she excidently trace my blog's address. Coz theres a preset ID, web address, info etc at comment box. "Tu address apa tuh?" my wife asked me. I just smile & said nothing. Maybe she got a catch.

Later when she took over my laptop & read a few blog, I saw shes smiling. I go & look. Shes reading my APAPAJELAH blog.... kwang kwang kwang!!!!!... And she start commenting this & that. "Pandai abg menulis...." said wife. Me said "Hantamanasuka je" hehehe...

Dear wife, welcome to my blog. This is nothing place. Just absolutely APAPAJELAH. Nothing less, nothing more. I don't take personal. Just don't dig down too much. Read whaever you like. Do your own blog if you wish, but I guess you are too busy with our kids. Sumore our broadband connection wasn't that good back at our place. GPRS, what do you expect!

Wife, thank you for everything. You are my world. You've been sacrifice MUCH in our living. Nothing I can pay you, but love. Ya true, love can't be eat, but at least there was a thing that I can offer. Sorry, I can't shower you with gold & diamonds. I can't give you wealthiness. Trough out all these years we've been living in a small hut. No much space for our kids. No much toys for them to play with. But I guess if we need to redha dgn ketentuan ALLAH. Hopefully we are among hamba-hamba ALLAH yg bersyukur, Insyaallah.

Wife, I LOVE YOU.

Cayalah Ustaz!

As usual I check email in the morning-morning. Easier, clear all email, then I can work. I came across 1 email from LizaRos to my ex-school's eGroup. Its a fwd mail. Its an extract from Nik Md. Abduh's blog. Nik Md. Abduh is a son of Tok Guru Nik Aziz B. Nik Mat, Kelantan's MB.

woooo... this guy is not an ordinary kacang-man like us la. His is a son of MB weiii... He is an Ustaz, very-very-very nice Ustaz. With an excellent characteristic. Like his old man, he is a Pejuang! Talk wise, speech wise and the way he looks, not far diffrent from his father, Tok Guru. But he is a very down-to-earth man.

I like him besause of his modesty, a very humble person.

Do visit his blog >> http://nikabduh.wordpress.com/

prasangka

Islam menganjurkan kita berbaik sangka sesama umat manusia.

Then, kenapa kita suka pre-judge org lain? Sekecheng pandang kt org, kita dah pre-set mind kita, org ni gitu-gini. Sapa kita nih? Dah terror sgt? Sampai boleh letak status org baik or jahat? Or kita rasa kita nih dah layak berbuat sedemikian kerana kita ni kononnya dipihak yg Benar. Pejuang kebenaran. Pejuang hak-asasi manusia or what so ever.... termasuk pejuang periuk nasi sendiri.

Ataupon dek kerana kita nih dh famous sesangat, terkenal bagai...

Maka kita pon tanpa tersangka merasakan diri kita buat apa pon ok. Cakap apa pon betoi. Tulis apa pon power!

Tetapi kalu kita masih menyimpan sikap ber-pra-sangka buruk ke atas org lain... silap2 sejuta kebaikan yg ada pada kawan kita boleh lenyap sebegitu sahaja... dek kerana tersingkap cuma 1 silly mistake oleh kawan kita tadi.

Think about it.

aparaaa punya kawan!

Kalu zaman2 gua belajar dulu member2 akan kata "Lu urus la sendiri...." jap jap jap... layan lagu The Wall - Pink Floyd yg berkumandang kt radio dlm kereta gua ni.

Ok sambung balik...

Bila dikatakan "Lu urus la sendiri..." maknanya kawan2 dh tak mau masuk campur. Lu punya hal, lu punya hal la... kwn2 dh malas nak layan lu. Sebabnye? Lu sendiri yang cari pasal.... sapa suruh? Lu nak gali lobang kubur sendiri? So lu urus la sendiri.... Bukan kwn2 nak buang kwn, tapi kwn sendiri yg cari pasal. Org dah advise sakan buruk-baik, lu pi tala boh jugak lu punya suka. So then, last2 kwn2 malas nak ambil pusing pasal lu.

Itu cerita dulu.

Cerita kini hidup berkawan juga. Dulu kat KL, loni kt Kelate/KB. Buruk baik kita berkawan pon, semuanya kwn2 kita. Yg baik pun kawan kita, yg buruk pun kwn kita jugak. Apa ada hal. Ni tidak, sekali kwn buat silap, lu pi kutuk mcm kwn tu buat salah seumur hidup. Padahal kawan tuh dah buat banyak kebaikan & jasa pada lu..... lu dah tak ingat ke? Kesian kat kawan, tak pasal2 menyisihkan diri sebab kawan2 dok kutuk. Bukan org lain... kawan kita jugak.